She sits quietly on top of the dresser once again feeling like an intruder as she watches Jevon and Cymonae coo and smile at each other. He examines Cymonae closely as if checking for bumps and bruises, once content he continues cooing and loving on her. Cadence many of the times feels left out as if she does not exist and she hates that feeling.
She clears her throat, “How do you know so much about babies Jay?”
“I don’t know. I grew up in a big family I guess”
“You have kids?”
“Nah, never found the right person to lay my seed in…Why?”
“I’m curious, your so good with her, you’d make an excellent dad”
“Yeah, I guess I would huh”
“Can I ask you something important?”
“Would you be willing to be Cymonae’s god father?”
Jevon stops cooing and playing with Nae and focus’s his attention on Cadence, “Of course I would, I love this lil shorty right here”
Hearing him say that made her smile, she already anticipated him accepting the position so she was not surprised. “What time do you have to be to work?”
His response was a few seconds delayed, “Uhh, like 30 minutes, why?” he looks up at her briefly.
“No reason just asking… Are you coming back over later?”
“Yeah, I should be by around 9 PM maybe be 10, I won’t stay to long, maybe an hour or so…”
“You don’t have to leave…” she let her words linger in the air
Jevon had heard this before, lately Cadence had been hinting to him spending the night. He had thought about it, it would be the perfect opportunity to be close to Nae but he didn’t want to run the risk of getting involved with Cadence. She was too fragile for him.
“Why don’t you ever try to hit one me, do you not find me attractive?” She asked randomly.
Jevon let out a big sigh before kissing Nae and placing her back into her crib for a nap before responding, “I find you very attractive Dee but you ain’t built for a nigga like me.”
“What exactly does that mean?” she asked, attitude evident in her voice
“It means, I’ll be Nae’s godfather and your friend and that’s it. Look, I have to go aight, come and lock up”
Cadence’s feelings were hurt, Cimon had lost interest and Jevon was clearly not into her anymore, that made her feel unwanted. She fought back tears but one could not miss the tortured look on her face. Jevon noticed just as he was about to open the door. “Dee”, he called out to her softly but she did not respond. She just stood there eyes shut biting her bottom lip.
“You gonna be aight in here today alone? You need me to stay?” he asked as he tried to embrace her but Cadence was not in the mood for that, she placed her hand firmly against his chest before responding, “No, we’ll be fine”
“Aight, call me if you need anything”
“Okay”, Cadence closed the door and leaned her back up against it. She felt
so sad and alone.
Hours later Cadence sat on the sofa comfortably watching TV with Nae cradled in her arms. She must have sensed the hurt her mother was feeling today because she was uncharacteristically quiet as she stared up at her mother. A loud knock at the door scared both Cadence and Cymonae. Unsure of who it could be Cadence crept quietly to the door only to find Cimon standing outside. She swung open the door with Nae in hand, “What are you doing here?”
Cimon did not say a word, his eyes fixed on Cymonae, “Is she mine?” was all he managed to ask.
“What do you think? Of course she’s yours”
“Can I hold her?”
Cadence was hesitant at first unsure of his intentions, one minute he’s MIA the next minute he’s standing outside of her house but this was the moment she had been waiting for. She handed Nae over to Cimon and watched as he examined her face. “She has my dimples”, he stated a matter of factly.
“Yeah, she does”
“Can I come in?”
Cadence ignored his question, “Where have you been?”
“I’ve been working Cay, you know that and when I am not working I got the twins—”
Cadence cut him off, “Twins? She had twins?”
“Yeah, I guess I have one boy and two girls now”
“Well congrats to you, can I have my daughter back”, she reached her arms out to take Cymonae but Cimon stepped back.
“What’s your problem, first you keep me in the dark about being pregnant with my baby, and then you blow up my phone to get me here, now you’re trying to take her from me? Can I come in and spend time with my daughter?”
Cadence moved to the side allowing Cimon access to her home. He asked her lots of questions about Cymonae as he rocked her back and forth in his arms but his attention was on Cadence’s thick legs. “Cymonae huh, cute I like it” he places Nae in her car seat and walks over to Cadence, who had been keeping her distance. “You look really good to have just had a baby”
“Thank you”, she blushes
Cimon now nose to nose with her, wraps his arms around her waist and pulls her nearer to him, “I’ve missed you so much you have absolutely no idea”
“Whatever Cimon, if you missed me you would’ve answered your phone after the first 20 calls labeled urgent so give me a break I understand what this was, it was a fun while it lasted; I’m not asking you to be my man just her dad, okay?”
“So what are you saying? You seeing somebody else?
Cadence steps out of his embrace, “You’re a piece of work Cimon, you have a family at home yet your worried about whom I am seeing?” She laughs at the audacity of him. Nae spit out her pacifier so Cadence gets on her level to pop it back into her mouth. He kneels on the floor beside her with his hands on her thighs. “What do you think your doing?”
He ignores are question, she knew exactly what he was doing, “You giving my pussy up to someone else?” his fingers pulling at the waistband of her tiny shorts.
“Cimon, this is not happening, especially not in front of Cymonae”
“This is definitely happening baby, I need you. Come here” he pulls her out of Nae’s line of sight and slides her tiny shorts off before tossing it in a pile near him. “I want to taste you baby”. He takes off his clothes and tosses it into the same pile before lying on his back, “come sit on my face”.
Cadence hesitates but the wetness between her legs and the sexy look in his eyes made her crawl over to him. She straddled his midsection but Cimon was not ready for that, he lifted her off his stomach and onto his face. She immediately threw her head back as she rode his face to ecstasy.
He was ready to enter her walls but first he needed a condom, “Check my pants pocket for a condom”
Cadence found what she was looking for and handed it to him. He rubbed the tip of his dick up and down her wetness before tearing open the condom with his teeth and rolling it on his stiffness. Cadence was well aware she could not handle all of him at once so she slowly took him inch by inch until he was buried deep inside of her. The more she whimpered the harder he thrust until they came together.
When they were done, Cadence lay back onto his chest, his arms firmly wrapped around her abdomen. He could hear her light snores as she slept with her head on his shoulders. “I love you Cay,” he whispered into her ear.
He truly felt bad for what he was doing. Cimon knew he could never be with her seriously and that alone should have probably stopped him from playing with her emotions but he could not help it, he was drawn to her and the pussy was the best he had ever had. There was no way he could walk away and allow another man to have what he had. That is why he gave her just enough hope to hold onto.
“Hey, I have to go”, he shook her gently
“No, don’t go”, she whispered into his neck.
“I have to; I have to grab the twins from daycare”
“Can’t you stay awhile longer?”
“Come on baby wake up” he nudged her again
Cadence let out an exasperated sigh and lifted herself off the floor. She pulled on her shorts and pulled her tee over her head. “Is this going to be all you have to offer me Cimon, hard dick on your time?”
“What are you talking about Cay, I just told you I have to pick up my kids from day care, what do you want me to do, lay here with you all day and leave my kids there?”
“Don’t they have a mother, why can’t she do it?”
Cimon was beginning to get mad, “Why are we even talking about her? She is not my concern right now”
“Does she know about Cymonae and me?”
“Of course she does Cadence, she is well aware that I was involved with someone before she came back into the picture”
“Does she know that you occasionally come over here to make love to me, do you tell her how much you love me Cimon? I am just curious to how much she knows about me.”
He did not answer, Cimon rubbed his neck, “Does he know about me?” he asked pointing to the many photos of Jevon and her lining the walls and shelves. “Does he know that you are still fucking me?”
Cadence did not know what to say, Jevon was not her boyfriend but he certainly did not know nor would he approve of her having continued relations with Cimon.
“I didn’t think so”, Cimon pulled on his shoes and began walking to the door.
“He’s just my friend Cimon; I don’t have anyone else to talk to or to help me out with Nae. He took me to the hospital when I went into early labor; he stayed with me and held my hand. When I got home I could barely look at her I was so depressed and he took care of her, so no, he doesn’t know that I occasionally get sucked into your shit but I am not having sex with him either” tears rolled down her face.
“Sorry” He tried to hug her but she pushed him away. “I’m sorry Cay, look at me; I’ll try to do better okay?”
She nodded her head “yes”
“Can I take Cymonae for a few hours? I would like my children to grow up together.
“Sure, can you bring her back in and hour or two, please?”
“No problem, see you in two hours”, he kissed her forehead, picked up Nae’s car seat and walked out the door.
to be continued…